Studying

So I'm studying like mad for these tests. I hate it when teachers cram tests in before the end of the term. Sad thing I get distracted a lot. Well just updating y'all. Gotta get back to those physics books! :/

I'm Baaack!

Well since I haven't been online for awhile, I just decided to let whoever reads my blog know that I did not die. Yes, I am still alive to this day! So an update on the new school, it isn't bad or anything, but I still miss my old school, and I am waay more comfortable with them. Guess that might never change. Umm I don't know too many people so that's a disadvantage. Plus I always feel like I am out of place at this new school. I feel awkward, and conversations are hard to follow, since once again, I don't know the people they might be talking about. Well it'll take some getting used to thats for sure. There is even more shocking news! Most teachers don't count homework for marks.... That alone drops my grades. So I am determined to bring my GPA back to what it was at my old school. Well, I am guessing you want to know about the boys here? Well, let's just say they don't compare to the ones in private school. Ahhh term one is over next week! Plus a lot of tests and projects = tough week! Well wish me luck guys!
- Stressing out >.<

Overwhelming thoughts. Complains.

I have so many thoughts right now, I have no clue what I am thinking. Just wishing this week will be over soon! I mean I want to get my horrible piano lesson over with tomorrow, my science test on monday, and can't wait for that tennis game on tuesday. English test on thursday. hmmmmm... I feel so overwhelmed and screwed! I am already freaking out about that C+ in french for the 2nd semester (cause I didn't hand in 2 assignment... oops my bad). So much stuff going on. And boys? forget about them, no time at all. Then theres moving schools, which really freaks me out. I want to go back in grade 12 to my current highschool, for graduation, and the friend I will leave behind. I mean I grew up with those people, I know them, and they know me. They made me who I am today.
- Nauseated.

Sincerely Confused

Does your actions ever make you question what you do? Or like confuse you more? Right now after watching the Vampire Diaries, I'm just sad. (Cause I'm a Stelena fan :p) I don't know what to think anymore, these days... I realized I did stuff that I didn't intend to do.Like for example I am a huge flirt. Seriously? I hate when girls are huge flirts but I'm a hypocrite cause I realized I am one! What is wrong with me? Now I'm gonna probably be questioning everything I do, and think. I don't know what to think anymore. But this is just me venting out my thoughts. So you should just ignore the horrible english and grammar.

Sincerely, 

Confused

The Complications of the Human Body

The human body is a magnificent thing! It has its kinks to work out though. Your mind tells you one thing, but your heart tells you another. That wretched heart makes you more confused than ever. I was over that boy, but that beating heart sucked me back in without knowing. Human anatomy is interesting, but why can't they work together, the mind and the heart, all at the same time. So what are we suppose to listen to, the mind or the heart?

Just Another War

Doesn't it aggravate you that there is no stop to war in this world? I mean every year you learn something new in socials class, but it ALWAYS involves some kind of battle or war. I mean a little competition doesn't hurt, but sometimes I think we take it WAY too far. I mean if we want peace (which I am sure we all do) why can't we achieve it? We learn of the fur trading wars between the HBC and NWC, there was the Battle Of Seven Oaks, World War I, World War II, the Vietnam War, and the war between North Korea and South Korea. Every century there is more than 1 battle or war. History seems to repeat itself, and once we end one, a new war is somehow created. Right now Iraq is still at war. I mean even in religion class we learn the Just a War theory and all. But why can't we achieve peace in this world and all come to a compromise? I know it's just wishful thinking but if we put our minds to it, I am sure we could achieve. I can't stand wars as much as I can't stand horror movies.

Sometimes thinking about this is just sad. How people die, and we all lose someone we love. War isn't always the solution, it may be the one creating more problems than before. Why can't we all focus on world hunger instead of this nonsense of a war? I mean look at those poor kids in Africa! They are braver than all of us. They face hunger every day, the possibility of death because of illnesses we can't cure, or starvation. I mean if we all just stopped focusing on war, we can make the world a better place. It's wishful thinking I know. But technology has done a lot for us, and one day we will find a cure for cancer.

For once we should just stop thinking about us, and think about others. Mother Teresa had the right idea, and she did amazing things.

For once I just felt about writing something intellectual. I know it's wishful thinking, but we all are dreamers...

"In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields."

-by John McCrae, 1914